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Wednesday, June 5, 2013

A panda named Boo!

Meet Boo...

This cute little guy has only been with me for a few weeks now. You cannot help but feel good whenever you look into those eyes.
I love Pandas...all bears, really. When I seen him at the store I just had to have him.

Today I awoke with a desire to do more for the Lord, I wanted to talk with him more, to feel his presence even closer...I wanted to feel that Jesus is my home, my life like never before! It wasn't long before He told me what I was to do, and I thought of many excuses not to obey Him.
I even carried on a conversation that went sorta like this:

Me: But I will make them feel even worse, or uncomfortable Lord. I might cry or say something really stupid!

God: Use my words.

Me: Ok, I know what to do, I will find that nice card that I bought so long ago but never gave to anyone yet...It had something about learning to lean on Jesus written on it!

So I searched and I searched and after all these years, the card was nowhere to be found.

Me: I can't do this Lord. I need to clean my room because I should not lose things so easily when I need them!

God: Go ahead...I'll wait.

So I cleaned, and I searched through everything, and then I cleaned some more.

Me: If I don't do this will you still love me? I know I will still be saved. Right?

God: Of course I will. But do you still love me?...Is salvation all you want from me?

He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.

Me: I feel so sick Lord. My hands are shaking and I feel like there is ice crawling up my spine. I can't go there...What if I throw up?

God: They will understand. They are much sicker....and you need to tell them!

God: Take Boo.

Me: Take Boo? Maybe this will be Ok...Ok Lord, Here we go.

God: I will be with you too.

So I put the panda in one pocket and tissues in the other and went where the Lord told me to go...I said the words the Lord told me to say...And yes, I cried. We both did. And Boo made someone smile....But Jesus gave them hope when they heard that He loved them..

...and I did not throw up.

So if God can use a panda named Boo, you know that He can use you too!

Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for each other, love one another deeply, from the heart. For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God.
1 Peter 1:22-23


mb said...

He can use everything at His disposal to let them know...I love you. m.

Laurie said...

such an inspirational post!!!Thankyou for the kind words today on your visit to my blog, now I have been reading yours!!! I will enjoy sharing our blogging experiences,

Dee said...

Beautiful...beautiful post. ♥

Sharon said...

Absolutely precious. Don't you think it's such a privilege when God lets our hearts reach out to others like He does? (Especially when we don't throw up!)


Denise said...

You are such a precious, beautiful inspiration my friend. I love you.

Jedidja said...

This is so great to read. Listen to God and do what He asks is sometimes painful but it can have a beautiful fruit. Inspiring, thank you.

Brenda said...

Hi Lisa,
it is the best thing one could want - to be a jigsaw piece in the hand of the Master, for He has the blueprint for the final picture and unless we go where He places us the picture will be distorted. Did you realize you're a poet 'So if God can use a panda named Boo, you know that He can use you too.' God bless

Never Forsaken said...

Yes, He uses whatever is available...and whomever is available and willing~

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Laurie,

I had visited your blog from Dee's blog->(below)
You are very inspirational too...I am envious of your artwork!
Wish I could paint that have such a gift....and when I say envious, I really mean in awe ;)

Never Forsaken said...

Thanks Dee!
~God bless~

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Sharon,

Yes it is great to be held in the hand of the Master while He pours out his blessings through us....And when we don't throw up all over the person, it makes it all the better...LOL!

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Denise,

Thanks for the kind words...I am glad to inspire if I can.
I am praying you get your xrays today...I love you too!

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Jedidja,

Yes, you are is sometimes painful. Leaving our comfort zone always is uncomfortable. I was glad I needed to walk a short block to the person's home...I was able to have that time to calm myself down...kinda like how you have to put a new goldfish into the tank by placing the bag he came in into it first...that is how I am...don't just throw me in, LOL!

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Brenda,
I love your analogy...I never thought of it that wonder so many times as Christians things seem a bit off...the picture is distorted when we do not go where He needs us to go.

Oh, I thought that would be kinda cute to rhyme that last sentence...I don't write too much poetry (on purpose) anymore! I enjoy yours and other's poetry instead.
~God bless~

child of God said...

Hi Lisa,
Nice!! It is such an amazing feeling when one has been and is obedient to the Lord.
It is what He wants, obedience. :)

Blessings hon,

Karen Kyle Ericson said...

This is so beautiful. I feel that way when I blog sometimes. "Oh Lord, I'm not worthy to share Your Word but if I don't who will?" Then I feel like I messed it all up and hope people will be blessed. God is good. He always helps me remember He's the most important one, my Lord. I'm just His servant. No way I can break His will or ruin things. God bless. I loved this story so encouraging : )

Ken said...

Hi Lisa,
Wonderful post. I often wonder why God would use someone like myself. But when we are weak, then He is strong. It is wise to listen to Him when He instructs us to do something, but I too, tend to argue.

Gina said...

Lisa, what a sweet post. Teddy bear hugs to you.

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Sweetie,

It (obedience) is exactly what He wants. Don't know why sometimes my first reaction is to resist.
~God bless~

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Karen,

I do that with the blog all the time...I thought I was the only one who did...and I'm always second guessing about whether I got the message out clearly enough...We cannot break His will...Good point!
~God bless~

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Ken,

It's funny how we argue with the if we know best, LOL!

~God bless~

Never Forsaken said...

Awe thanks Gina, teddy bear hugs are the best!
~God bless~

Nikki (Sarah) said...

Loved them. Loved how you wrote it...and loved the message. Hugs to you never forsaken.....

Susie Swanson said...

You always have a very inspiring post my dear friend and I thank you for that. Blessings to you.. xo

Never Forsaken said...

Thanks Sarah,
((hugs)) to you too! ~God bless~ Lisa

Never Forsaken said...

Hi Susie,

I thank you for your inspiration too!
~God bless you, my friend~

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